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Gosh..what can I say?
I am an emotional wreck..
I dont know what to say or think..
I just want him to fight and be strong..
He can beat this!
This makes me realize that life is not all fun and games anymore..
I just wish that I would have realized this earlier..
No more fooling around..everything has just gotten 10x harder and 10x more complicated..
I can't seem to stop crying..I can't even sleep..
When I close my eyes all I see is me, watching him..
and it hurts to watch him hurt..
I just wish that I could do more..
I'm sorry you have to go through so much agonizing pain..
I LOVE YOU ... !! | | | |
| Time to once again do another update even though most of you guys closed your freakin xangas. who reads this thing anyways..oh well..im bored.
Today was my second day in a row going for a daily run. My legs were sore as hell because of yesterday but damn it, i am motivated in getting in shape for summer. And because I am always tired. Working out will make me feel young again! haha. For those of you who didnt get my text, if you are up for doing Pilates this Saturday at 10, let me know.
Suns lost AGAIN. now its 0 - 2! That sucks. They did good all season. Why mess up now? The Spurs are a hard team, so this isnt gonna be easy. All I gotta say is shoot them three's and MAKE THEM, and DEFENSE DEFENSE DEFENSE!!! Joe Johnson COME BACK ALREADY!!!
BE AGGRESSIVE, BE BE AGGRESSIVE!!
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| ok i decided that it was time for me to update this. lets recap:
this weekend was so much fun! i havent had that much fun in a long
time. since it was lays 25th bday we decided that we all should go and
do something without the kids for once. we went to my cousins house
first for my little niece ambers bday. and we also went to get all
liqoured up! haha. drank there and took shots in the car and then
headed to the BUZZ since me and sherrys steven are still youngins.
dance most of the time. sherrys ass must have been drunk as a mother
fucker. haha. because her ass was getting nasty on the dance floor. oh
yeah, sherry, just in case you forgot your ass threw up on pranees feet
upstairs! haha. thought that i would just share that with you. after
that we wanted to hit up a strip club but it was already late so we
went to some place. it had some nasty ass girls! there was four girls
that gave lay a dance. they tied his ass up onto the pole. it was hard
to watch!! maybe the strip club aint my thing. waste of money but
it was an experience. then i guess none of us werent ready to go home
so we went to castle boutique to get some "rocket bomb"!! haha. just
kidding. inside joke. LOL. looked at some of the funniest stuff i have
even seen in my entire life. and also, one thought of mine that night
was, freakin pornos are exprensive! 50 bucks for one. no way! then we
were tired at looking at dildos and ribbed condoms so we went home
around 4:30 am. fun stuff.
sunday was mothers day. most of the day just slept and relaxed and
spent time with my lovely family. it was a day for rest and relaxation.
at least for me it was. it should have been like that for all moms out
there. then we headed to the park to let the kiddies play and for
everyone to hang out. it was a nice day outside and i loved seeing a
smile on my babys face. he didnt want to play on the baby playground.
he was on the BIG one with the big kids going down the BIG slide. hes
growing way too fast. it was getting dark so called it a night. went
home took a bath with eric and went to sleep.
this week has been running smoothly. steven has had a couple of job
interviews. which is good. he was suppose to start a job today but that
didnt go as planned. right when he found out that he had that job, he
got two other job offers. i hate whent hate happens. but this time
since the job today didnt fall through he had something to fall back
on. so now his new job starts tomorrow. i am happy for him. he found a
job fast so now he can start helping me out again. at least it didnt
take him more than a month to start working. i also found out
that i am moving my location at work. i am getting a bigger desk. YAY
for me! haha. i am moving on monday so to reward myself i am going to
buy me a new radio for my bigger desk. since the one that i have right
now is boo boos that he won from the skate park. i am so excited! what
a good week.
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| i just read the most disturbing thing.
did anybody hear about that 4 year old girl who mother and STEP DAD cut
off her head? omigosh! do these people not have hearts? i guess this
all happend when Erica's, the four year old child, STEP DAD kicked her
in the head. thats now even his child. how could you do such a
thing? the MOTHER and STEPDAD let her body lay lifeless for two days
because they didnt want to report what had happened to their daughter
because they had warrants for their arrests. how selfish! then they
decided to cut her head off and throw her body in the woods nearby. and
her head was found in a trash can nearby in a plastic bag. its so sad.
NO CHILD SHOULD EVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH SOMETHING SO BRUTAL! its not
human! that mother should have done something for her daughter. that
little girl did not asked to get brought into this world. child abuse
should NEVER gone to the extent that this has gone to. its too extreme.
my hearts goes out to that girl! in heaven she is in a better place.
imagine what other trauma she went through before the kick to the head
finally killed her?
sorry to depress everyone. but hearing stories like this when it
involves children just breaks my heart. being a mother myself i cant
help to think, WHAT IF THAT WAS MY SON? i know i have my moments when
its time to discipline eric but i can promise myself it will never go
beyond the limit. its just sad because there are actual people out
there that are sick in the mind that can follow through on something
like that! life goes on, and theres nothing that i can do about it. but
if i could ever lay my hands on that girls mother and stepdad, they
wont live to see another day. thats a promise!
my prayers go out to you "precious doe"!!!
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| ahhh..
ms. CHERISHED DIANA shut down her xanga.
how will i get though my day!?
haha.
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